Breathe.
I see your face in my mind as I drive away.
I'm back with my emoself. I think i'm better off being alone and sad sometimes. It's just that whatever I'm feeling, I don't show it. I'm always having that big grin on my face no matter what I'm feeling deep in my heart. This simply proves how much I've been hurt before.
Going back and forth in love is just - tiring. I dont mean to say that I'm done and over with it, but because it's the only thing I could ever rely on that this time, I can't seem to make up my mind.
Sigh, I don't know what to say or do at this very point of time. Though I wanna thank Darius, Siti and Amanda for cheering me up. Appreciate it alot guys.
But just that - everytime I go down, there's no one to pick me up. What the hell am I suppose to say right now, I miss you but nothing seem to go right. Why can't you make simple sacrifices for me? Sigh.
Today went out with Siti to JurongPoint. Before that, I didn't know there was no band, whoah.
That was damn sad. :-( I woke up @ 7:30AM but it was a waste, sigh. But good news, saw LJ. Haha. It was damn fun lar. Heheh. We had loads of fun, even though we were just slacking at hawker. After that, went to mac with siti for breakfast. Thanks for comin' along girl. :) Then, I had happy meal, haha. So fun sticking the stickers on my bassguitar. Hahahahaha.
Oh well, then we left for my house, slacked there. We had fun. And I was on my bed, trying to figure out the flash on my camera-phone then the idiotic flash kept on flashing on my eyes/face. Grrr. After that, my eyes were blur, yeah, Siti is definitely right. Haha. Then went to Siti's house, she changed we left to JurongPoint. Ate at Burger King and left for walk-walk. I loved kiddy palace best. Hahahah. It was heck fun. There was this parrot candy thingy then I didn't know how to work it, so I was pressing it, then suddenly the parrot made a noise. That freaked me out so so bad. While Siti was laughing away, hahah. Oh well, then we went to arcade and guess what.
There was a lady standing behind one of the machines. Then she was saying, 'catch .. la..y..'.
I couldn't catch what she was saying, so I said, 'Huh?'. I was abit back, because there was an aunty infront of me, and beside Siti. So Siti wanted to repeat her sentence, and she eventually repeated it to another random aunty. When I came out. I was laughing my freaking ass out.
Siti is just damn cute. HAHAHAH. SUCKER! You made me spit mc flurry at a poor kid, so here you go another humilliation for ya. Hahah. Okay, joking. It was fun though. Then yeah, bought nail polish then left Jurong Point cuz I was tired. Damn tired.
Then reached bouna vista, took 92 home. Then home. The same ol' thing, more scolding from mum and dad somehow. Mum has changed, just cuz she has some stupid moodswing, she's picking it on me. Sigh. I can't believe everyone I love is changing, and turning me down, :'(
It's sad to see things like this happen at this point of time.
Can't wait for the 29th. Though my husband will leave, :(
I'm back with my emoself. I think i'm better off being alone and sad sometimes. It's just that whatever I'm feeling, I don't show it. I'm always having that big grin on my face no matter what I'm feeling deep in my heart. This simply proves how much I've been hurt before.
Going back and forth in love is just - tiring. I dont mean to say that I'm done and over with it, but because it's the only thing I could ever rely on that this time, I can't seem to make up my mind.
Sigh, I don't know what to say or do at this very point of time. Though I wanna thank Darius, Siti and Amanda for cheering me up. Appreciate it alot guys.
But just that - everytime I go down, there's no one to pick me up. What the hell am I suppose to say right now, I miss you but nothing seem to go right. Why can't you make simple sacrifices for me? Sigh.
Today went out with Siti to JurongPoint. Before that, I didn't know there was no band, whoah.
That was damn sad. :-( I woke up @ 7:30AM but it was a waste, sigh. But good news, saw LJ. Haha. It was damn fun lar. Heheh. We had loads of fun, even though we were just slacking at hawker. After that, went to mac with siti for breakfast. Thanks for comin' along girl. :) Then, I had happy meal, haha. So fun sticking the stickers on my bassguitar. Hahahahaha.
Oh well, then we left for my house, slacked there. We had fun. And I was on my bed, trying to figure out the flash on my camera-phone then the idiotic flash kept on flashing on my eyes/face. Grrr. After that, my eyes were blur, yeah, Siti is definitely right. Haha. Then went to Siti's house, she changed we left to JurongPoint. Ate at Burger King and left for walk-walk. I loved kiddy palace best. Hahahah. It was heck fun. There was this parrot candy thingy then I didn't know how to work it, so I was pressing it, then suddenly the parrot made a noise. That freaked me out so so bad. While Siti was laughing away, hahah. Oh well, then we went to arcade and guess what.
There was a lady standing behind one of the machines. Then she was saying, 'catch .. la..y..'.
I couldn't catch what she was saying, so I said, 'Huh?'. I was abit back, because there was an aunty infront of me, and beside Siti. So Siti wanted to repeat her sentence, and she eventually repeated it to another random aunty. When I came out. I was laughing my freaking ass out.
Siti is just damn cute. HAHAHAH. SUCKER! You made me spit mc flurry at a poor kid, so here you go another humilliation for ya. Hahah. Okay, joking. It was fun though. Then yeah, bought nail polish then left Jurong Point cuz I was tired. Damn tired.
Then reached bouna vista, took 92 home. Then home. The same ol' thing, more scolding from mum and dad somehow. Mum has changed, just cuz she has some stupid moodswing, she's picking it on me. Sigh. I can't believe everyone I love is changing, and turning me down, :'(
It's sad to see things like this happen at this point of time.
Can't wait for the 29th. Though my husband will leave, :(
posted by Nishashasha. at
5:57 PM
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
Subscribe to Post Comments [Atom]
<< Home